Confusion

 In the world of fascism, the heart is so confused

    My world is so beautiful,

        flowers bloom

My cat slumbers so peacefully in the grass

    Yet I know

The world is so different

    flowers die

When you hear ICE: your heart stops

    the ringing of shots

And when my stomach growls: the sadness

    Out in GAZA, the children die

My world is so beautiful 

    my garden grows

Yet out in the streets, people are taken

    kidnappings all around

My world is so beautiful 

    and my heart breaks 


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